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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

BAND WAS FUN.

Whoa, it's been awhile since I mention those words. Yeah, I missed the feeling of loosing whilst controlling my patience sitting in the Music Room having combine. But I love it. I missed those long hours yet fun! sectionals with the most fun people. The lunches we had as a section over at Viva & buying bubble tea. Oh yeah, of course miss those laughter's and awesome fun with my good friends in Band. Rindu!

So, I was late. But was so much earlier than yesterday. Pretty pissed off with somebody in the house first thing in the morning, don't wish! to elaborate on that. Met Mother and she drove me to school. Fall-in and did foot drills. For the first time in band, I enjoyed and learn pretty alot about drills and such. I enjoyed marching. So had sectionals & then lunch.

Back from lunch, had combined and then off marching again now with instruments. Yeah, we marched around the Parade Square & blast. Everybody is getting tired & certain people start to show tantrums. C'mon, EVERYONE IS TIRED BUT WHY THE HELL WE CAN TOLERATE, PERSEVERE. WHY CAN'T YOU? What makes you so darn special? Just because you're instrument is a little bit bigger than mine still, there are more heavier instruments okay. So just stop being childish cause the act will never be entertain and accepted in wgs band. Get that.

Had a little meeting after band. Games & headed off to meet Shaykh who waited for me for 2 hours. Fyi, I didn't know he was waiting. haha. Band meeting again tomorrow over at RP and heck, sure it's gonna be a serious one. Alot of things to settle and start. Ugh!, secondary one's! better join band ah. Aiyo.

Yeah, how funny. It feels like I've only started holding on to a position in Band. It feels like I'm still very new yet so much of experience. Well soon I will be handling over my job and the burdens ( maybe no? ) to someone else. Ah, it's off me! sad, happy, glad and all. yeah (:

School's coming, homework half way done. Attire wise, still fail. Aiya. Mr Justin pointed at me while I'm marching ealier on. Some of other teachers too told me. Ah, we'll see lah okay.

SHAYKH CAN FLY.
KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN?
eh i miss you already ah. hahaha.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Few days back was busy baby sitting my baby cousin & the fat brother. So, all those pictures above are taken from today's baby sitting.

I'm here. & I don't know what to say.

Yes, Muhd Shaykh Akbar. Please don't be pissed off, angry and etc. C'mon. You have been the nicest person towards me although we are just friends for a month plus! C'mon.

Apparently, certain people just gets on my nerve when they should not. OKay, still no interest! UGH.

Met Shaykh after the Muslim Programme yesterday.

Thanks for the wonderful dinner and company. He got me on the wrong train home. hahah.

okay seriously no mood to blog.

Band starts at 7.45am later. now its... 2am. GREAT

PS, if ever I've done something bad, forgive me. whatever.

Friday, December 26, 2008

"Why bother when someone doesn't care.

Ah, I'm always stuck with guys who loves books and balls."

Okay seriously, I don't know why I said that. Never mind.

Hello sunshines =.=

How would you like to be shout at by your father while you're asleep at 8am in the morning telling you to get up and follow them to Kampung? Well, the least they can do is to inform me that I'm suppose to follow. Ah, crap.

So I woke up crying cause I'm tired & it's unbelievable that my father actually shouted at me and pulled of my comforter away and stuff. Way to go dad. Got dressed and off to Kampung. The ride there wasn't fun at all. Stopped for food & had ice-cream for dessert. THAT, cheered me up. C'mon, the ice cream; damn ex! okay.

Forget the Kampung. We had Pizzas over at Jusco's SHAKEYS PIZZA. That cheered me up even more. Nice food there Shaykh. HAHA. Okay, ride back to homeland. blablabla. You know I didn't enjoy the trip. You know it. Forget about it.

As soon as I reached Spore, Texted Museey ^^ & Shaykh. Only Museey replied cause the other person like so damn engross playing guitar kaaaan. oh yeah, thinking to get a Nike for school. So shaykh, no cell phone soon, cause I'm returning this back to my friend. heh.

okay, got no interest in blogging already. get lost.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

First & foremost,

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO AMIRUN ARIFIN (:

Next, I skipped band yesterday for certain reason & also skipped committee meeting

this morning. What is up with me maaaaan? Nothing much. Feeling high at times, low most of it. Been sleeping real late every night. Only turn in after 3am, only feel tired & sleepy after 3am and by the time I wake up the next day, breakfast & lunched has past. & there goes mom screaming the hell out of herself. Ugh, I'm tired of holidays.

Holidays. GAIN WEIGHT.

Afee darling texted me earlier on saying how sad she felt as she look at this sweet couple in the same train she was on. I don't know what to say to her because I myself isn't in a good situation at all. I'm nothing good. Oh, I almost forgot. I'm good at jeopardizing my own friendship which is still building up with somebody! ( & here goes shaykh asking me to stop being negative )

right, I'm sorry.

Back to Afee. I tried to calm her down and she talked about Caucasian guys!

" Never mind Irah, let's have Caucasian guys for us "

HAHAH, no way fee. Not now. Never darling.

Although a dutch mixed hit on me last summer.

Oh, I miss last summer. This summer isn't much different at all. You know what I mean.

Naddy calmed me down yesterday midnight. How much I miss her. Whole lot. I miss being out with her and being happy and forgetting all the heart breaking situations and stuff. Naddy, macam drugs gitu eh? HAHA. I miss you laaaaaaaaaaaaah.

What's heart breaking? I'm only fifteen.

bleargh.

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edited

Guess what? I hurt my pinkie toe. The right leg. Here's the story.

DAD, came home with a plastic beg filled with TWO bottles of gassy drinks. He put it on the dining table and called ME to put it into the fridge. Fine, I went over to grab some tissue as I was about to sneeze. He then demand me to put it in the fridge. So yeah. The plastic tore and a bottle drop onto my pinkie toe and now after an hour, it still hurts. The drinks spilled all over and all he did was lecture me. I cleared the mess and people just look and not help. yay. Hey, I'm in pain. hello, IN PAIN. PAIN PAIN PAIN. Sakit knowwww. Swollen pinkie and no one bothers.

Thank you so much.

Texted Shaykh lah after that. At least he bothered to reply.

Didn't dare to tell mom about the incident because she too won't bother to care.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

"Always been clouding in my mind. All the time"

- Luke enjoy watching Friends too!
- Screw Holiday Assignments!
- Stress
- Sad
- Confession

Out of his league.
YOUR HEAD; Shaykh said.
don't main head lah you!

one said," He is a nice guy. "
I replied," Khairul is nice. Nazree is nice. Arif is nice. Silas is nice. But all four did the same thing!
one said again, " He is a nice guy, with a good heart "

Spent my night yesterday on the phone with Naddy Love. Chatted her about the current person I'm having a major crush on, talked about Perth, about life, about studies. I miss you alot girlfriend, I miss you lah! Right, mom came crashing into my bedroom and I had no more privacy. Hung up & watched friends.

Weekends finally ended. I thanked god for protecting me, I really do. Alhamdullilah.
Naddy, Shaykh don't worry okay.

Right now, all I worry is about my academics. Hell I'm worried about my N's next year. It's N! God, I have the thought of just focusing on studies and no other distractions. Hypothetically. What if I won't make it? What if I bring more shame to my family by going to ITE? What if I can't score below 19? What if I feel pressured with all the work? I'm not prepared.

On a lighter note, wait, there's no lighter note.
Oh oh I'm dead.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

HAPPY 15TH TO SAFWAN & COUSIN MIMI (:

done.
weekend, end faster. please.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Hey people.
Just here to say that I will be on hiatus.

See you guys online when I'm back.

Goodbye.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Back from Imprezz V.
My band mates from WGS bought me flowers.

Not real ones but hey, the fake ones won't die!

Thank you lovelies.

I think I'm back to my old routine since sister came back from Vietnam

surprising me with Season 1-10 of Friends! God. For that, I love you man. Yeah.

Although I've watched 90% of the seasons, I actually re-watched the whole comedy starting for the first season first episode. There are about 24 episodes in one season. Do your math & call me crazy but it's Friends!

I'm one big fan & also a freak. (:

Started watching it since yesterday. Gave it a rest cause mom is pretty pissed of with me for waking up late and I will head to the living room and watch Friends all day long, giving no chance to others to watch the Tv. ( Mom, you have your own Tv in your room! )

Ya know what, screw them! I'm having the Tv to myself. haha.

Besides the DVD, she also got me few dresses that we will be sharing. That's normal. She bought the guys T-shirts and Vietnam caps which looks similar to the ones they wore during wars. Cool huh? The aunties got their cloths for Kebaya and stuff. The kiddos got their dresses & tops. Ah, I love my DVD. haha. shut up.

December is the month where I will meet up with new people and be close with. For the past three Decembers, it was a pretty suckish month of my life. I don't wish to elaborate that. And yeah, I've got to say that this December is doing great! Alhamdullilah.

I'm actually waiting for two people to get their butts to the computer seats and come online! But never mind. I thought I could chat with them now since I can't sms!

Dad oh dad, top up quickly! Right, should call him now.

Right. Look, I'm online! So don't force me to come back online when I sign out later ah!

Screw you. hahahahaha. lincar laaaaaaaah.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

SATURDAY.

I'm back from IMPREZZ V.

A memorable concert & an Unforgettable night.

Yeah, I love Peixin Primary School.

Damn big people who made up with the decision to " close down " Peixin and decide to let Yishun Primary take over. Damn it's not fun alright.

Was suppose to be at Nana's condo before 2pm but had to meet her over at Northpoint since she just left rehearsal with Combo Band and was having lunch. No choice, asked Dad to drive me to Np. Met them there and was told to go to Peixin for 3 O clock rehearsal. Damn I was pissed!

Finally left school around 4 pm and rushed to Nana's condo. Dressed up, doll up and Mr Roslee drove us there. I had to trouble the Brother and Wenchy's friend to get my tickets! sorry people.

Ogaay, had light dinner and off to the Counter to do my job. It was harder than I thought it would be. But thank god, it when well and then off to sit with Shaykh, Amirunneh & Fee (:

IMPREZZ V was awesome. Alumni band was great & the band itself was a blast. I'm proud of them even though I didn't handle them, i don't mingle well with this new batch you see.

SUNDAY.

Mom didn't allow me to use the laptop and I don't know why. Ugh.
So got her to allow me before she left home and she did.
Ya know, Terry added me up already & I'm like over the moon! hahah.
Gosh this is embarrassing!

So, I'm suppose to meet someone later but he didn't reply me.
Currently chatting with Terry & Wansy.
Damn I'm bored, Shaykh lincar lah. haha

Digger says:
hey
Digger says:
its terry
Digger says:
from oz
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
HEY.
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
god i thought you won't add me up.
Digger says:
haha
Digger says:
as if
Digger says:
i just havent been on in a while
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
ohh. busy with stuff huh.
Digger says:
yer
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
alrighty.
How have you been?.
Digger says:
pretty damm gwd
Digger says:
wattabout u?
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
oh im great! still missing perth and cshs alot.
Digger says:
haha
Digger says:
good flight back?
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
yeah, slept thru out the journey! haha
Digger says:
lol
Digger says:
do u like flying or r u a nervous flyer?
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
flying to perth was my first time.. but yeah, i pretty much like to fly (:
Digger says:
really. first time?
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
yeah.

Digger says:
woah
Digger says:
i fly like, 4 to 5 times a year these days
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
lucky you. haha.
Digger says:
yer lol
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
it was my first time on a plane btw. it was fun. haha.
Digger says:
kewl
Digger says:
so how long have u been playing the clarinet?
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
uh, for about 7, 8 years?
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
yeah
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
still suck at it though. haha
Digger says:
yep
Digger says:
ur pretty good compared to us over here
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
c'mon! you guys were awesome. that celtic something piece, i can't catch up!
Digger says:
haha
Digger says:
yer but yor tone was sooooo good compared to most of us
iRAHH- Jerks. says:
aww, thanks! hahaa (:
Digger says:
i dnt really like clarinet tho, i play guitar as well
Digger says:
its my favourite

I kembang sia. But hey, they sounded awesome too man. Wish we had their Dynamics and stuff.
It's funny for an Aus guy to use the word " yer " huh? it's so a malay word. haha.
Nadiah diam ah. diam ah diam ah!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Sister away to Vietnam, I love my life.

Imprezz V is this Saturday and I thank those friends who actually gave in to me & gave time to watch the performance. Well, I'm fighting for 3 more tickets for Shaykh, Fee & Azul.

Alright. Sister flew to Vietnam. I woke up around 12 by Shaykh's text message. He asked whether to join him & Fee. After much persuasion by Fee & himself ( got persuade me to come whaaat ), Fee came over and I got changed. Met Shaykh and out we went.

Had lunch and I said something which I wasn't suppose to! Ugh dammit eh. I kept reminding myself before I met them and there I go, spilling the beans that fast. Cover ups, done. Phew.

Chillax here and there. Met Fee's friend and bus-ed to Yishun. Had band practice at Peixin while the rest linger around at Northpoint. So around 8pm, met them again at Northpoint and bus-ed back home. Tired.

So I do look like cats. Thanks Amir or whatever your name is! And Shaykh for agreeing. I sad sia. Never mind.

Alright.

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Pimple, I'm getting alot recently. I have one real pimple now.
Ah, fuck.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Let me do this fast because 1) I have yet slept for the past 24 hours thanks to Que Sera Sera; Korean Movie. 2) My sister wants to use. & 3) I wanna to finish the movie now!

So yeah.
Took a short nap this morning after watching Korean at 7am. Went to bed and woke up at 10am cause Nana texted me. Alright. Woke up, washed up and dress and left home. Met Nana and went to Northpoint's Ljs. Had lunch was brisk walk to Peixin. Had band practice there and yeah, they need more practice! I too need tons or practice and perseverance. Ugh, the high notes just kills. Stress you know!.

Texted Shaykh here & there and he decided to accompany me to have dinner. Met him over at Causeway point and met Amirun later. LATE. Nevermind. Now I know how Shaykh react when he wants to Web cam with someone he like. Funny you know. Alrighty. Got myself Bubble tea and it dropped flat, BOM! on the floor in the cubicle. Don't wish to embarrass myself, I actually wiped the cubicle floor so that people won't think that I poo-ed on the floor. Dude, it's watery man. What do you expect from Chocolate Ice Blend?. Malu malu malu malu.

So bought myself another cup. walked with them & walked home alone.

Alright, watching Que Sera Sera!
Text me if needed or anything. Won't be online.

Saturday, December 06, 2008